Thursday, October 4, 2012

Intuition? Fuuuck.


"Don't call it, "intuition," when really, it's just you being able to recognize a continuing pattern of ultimately what, "always," does happen. Calling it, "intuition," will otherwise take from what intuitive abilities you may already have....."

^^^ I started that the other day, and got straight up writers block... lol. I knew it was heading somewhere, but I went completely blank. The tables keep turning, far too frequently lately, it's so weird. I mean, i'm on the better side of the table, but still - I embrace change and everything, but so much at once has kept me with a lingering fucking headache, and I have to literally force myself to stop thinking so negatively. It is what it is, is some easy shit to say, but meaning it? I can't. 

I'm extremely fed up, with so many aspects of my life, and even "daydreaming," on the changes I will make, pisses me off. Because damn it, the emotional side of things has a fucking death grip on my movements right now, well - has for... longer than I care to admit. How do you shut that shit the fuck off?

Anyway, quick rant - Gotta get my child from school.

Today can already kiss my ass. But, i'm sure she'll make it better.

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